So today, I FINALLY deleted the loser's phone number from my phone. I should have done it months ago but today I just felt like, you know what? He NEVER deserved a moment of my time and it's too bad I wasted so much freaking time with an idiot. HE'S the one who broke my heart and when I said I didn't think I could ever talk to him again after the way he dumped me and cheated on me HE was the one who said he wanted to stay friends! But he BARELY talked to me the whole of this summer and while I was pining away and crying so many tears for him, he was making out with a new girl. And now, whenever he's talked to me lately, he's always been so rude and cold. He tried to find any excuse he could so that he wouldn't have to see me before I left for college because he just doesn't care anymore. So much for that bull$%#@ he told me about always loving me forever. HAH! that was a joke! He gets pissed at me for the smallest things and you know what? If he's going to be such a big baby that he can't forgive me for the small things I say that tick him off when I can forgive him for lying to me, cheating on me and treating me like DIRT for two years than he never deserved my unconditional love in the first place. I deserve someone who truly loves me and isn't going to lie to me or about me. I want someone REAL to love me and hold me in his arms. Not some loser phony like him.
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